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i am an addict of laughter and also sadness. i guess basically i am very confused...

Wednesday, August 04, 2004


inspired by melonface

well, let's face it. most of us don't like ourselves. me, on the other hand, love myself. maybe too much. if loving me is wrong, i don't wanna be right. but even the strongest of personality can sometimes falter when faced with rejections and down-right meanness of people. this is when we need some help to find ourselves again, and learn to love ourselves again. i have been struggling a little in loving myself, so i have decided to take some steps to correct this situation. i knew to love myself as much as i used to, i had to spend more time with myself, and really get to know who i really am once again.

so, i started to spend more time with myself. i started to take moonlight strolls with myself, have a lovely candle light dinner and share a nice bottle of wine with myself, tried to get myself drunk and take advantage of myself... no ... wait, that is no good. you should never do that, and i did not do that. anyway, and one night i had a pillow fight with myself. i was so giddy... i just laughed and laughed... that was so much fun... and i finally began to break through that barrier that was keeping myself from loving myself.

just when i thought things were going so well, things started to change. i started to argue more often with myself. i started to distance myself from ... myself, i started to drink more and talk less. and one night, i found a lipstick on my shirt. oh my god, i have been cheating on myself! how could i have not seen this? it was so obvious and i was just lying to myself. I hate myself... i hope i never see myself again...


Blogger Maria said...

You know for such a serious subject, you really know how to find the humor in it all! Thankyou for making me laugh at myself!

August 7, 2004 at 3:27 PM  
Blogger Suzanne said...

I have not been able to stop laughing. I've been laughing so much that I don't have to exercise my abdomen anymore for the day to get
in shape! Wow! Thanks, Larry!

August 10, 2004 at 2:25 PM  

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