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i am an addict of laughter and also sadness. i guess basically i am very confused...

Thursday, June 12, 2008


today, i went to a funeral. there must have been close to thousand people there. i couldn't even get into the chapel where the funeral service was being held. i, along with hundreds of people, stood outside waiting... not sure what i was waiting for.

i ended up leaving after a while. i wondered how many of those people that were there felt really close to this person. surely, a person can not have this many close friends... neither was i a close friend. i just wanted to say goodbye to someone i once knew...

i didn't get to say goodbye, but then i felt okay because there were so many people that wanted to say goodbye...

my funeral, i am positive, will not have more than few relatives and very few friends. i have made sure that i did not have many friends. i am not sure why i do that, but i prefer to push people away than to be friends with people.

i think everyone will be happy at my funeral for having ample space and sitting room.


Blogger Memphis Steve said...

I think you would be surprised by how many people think highly of you and would be there if they knew about it.

June 16, 2008 at 12:27 AM  
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July 11, 2008 at 2:22 PM  
Blogger Nicole said...

You don't know me, but you commented on my friend's blog about a zillion years ago.

your writing greatly impresses me, and that's saying something. you are a very eloquent writer. I'm sure you will never know how many people will miss you when you're gone. Someone special told me that once, and I never forgot it, so never forget how many lives you've touched without meaning to.

July 19, 2008 at 5:56 AM  
Blogger Nicole said...

Thanks for the comment- I love feedback too.

Its both comforting and depressing that you feel the same as I do sometimes; although I'm not alone, I will never outgrow worries. It doesn't surprise me, but its still sad.

Hey, maybe we'll be worry free when we're 80...

July 21, 2008 at 9:39 PM  
Blogger Gidget said...

I searched for your name for some reason. Just wanted to let you know, I still love you, Larry!! :) I am really glad you were my friend here on this earth. :) From one "over-thinker" to another. Love you. :)

April 8, 2011 at 5:13 PM  

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