my world turned upside down...

last week has been a difficult week for me. my head feels so heavy and cloudy that i am not sure if this is the reality or i am just walking around dreaming.

all the tests results came in positive. my mom has ovarian cancer that has spread to her lungs and limp nodes. it is stage iv cancer. it is still a shock to her and all of us... cancer. it happens to other people, but it really can't happen to us... well, it did.

i have been spending every night at the hospital since her admission. we talked, we cried, we laughed, we held hands, we prayed...

i am not sure how long she has and it will be a difficult time for all of us, but she has been strong and that has helped me to be stronger than i thought i could be...

for those of you who wish to pray for her, she wishes that you pray for her strenghth, peace, love and serenity to accept god's will whatever it may be...