i can resist everything except temptation

i believe i may be suffering from narcissism...

yesterday, i went to lunch with two girls... let's just call them nancy and julie. it would be appropriate to call them that since those are their real names. anyway, their names are not important. what is important is that we were talking about something, and when i say we, what i mean is julie and nancy were talking about something that had nothing to do with me, something like kitchen appliances or dead relatives or something. i am not exactly sure because when people are talking and they are not talking about me, i just tend to tune out. and this is my point...

i am so consumed with myself that nothing else is interesting to me... i think i may be a diva, except i am not a woman, i am not that attractive (i am hoping that someone would pop in at this point and say.... oh, honey, of course you are, you are absolutely interesting looking), and i can't sing worth a dang... but i definitely do have a mind set of a diva.

before going any further, i would like to clarify at this point that i am not gay, and i don't think there is anything wrong with anyone being gay, i just am not gay. that's all... anyway, back to my point. should i be concerned about my narcissism?