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i am an addict of laughter and also sadness. i guess basically i am very confused...

Thursday, September 08, 2005

life for rent


i mowed mom's yard yesterday. i couldn't go inside the house. it felt like if i just walked in the house, mom would be sitting in her living room reading a book. it's still hard to believe that no one is home and she will never be in this house again. we still have all this food left over...

i need to make myself go over there and clean everything out one day... but i am afraid to... i am afraid to keep things because they make me think about her... and i am afriad to throw things away because i feel like they are small parts of her...

maybe i will wait till next month...

i am going to orange beach this weekend with tony, rachael, and brittny. we are drving out early tommorrow morning. i just came back from destin beach monday and i am leaving again...

i guess i am sad though i have no reason to be...